Every day last week.
I have been missing my ex boyfriend more than words can say lately.
Life has been busy, and happy, and I have been accomplishing things that I tried and failed to accomplish while in the relationship.
Despite life moving forward and good things happening, I just miss being able to share everything with him and having him share things with me. I still reach for my phone to text or call him and I still hope while at work that he will gchat me that day.
We’ve both been creepily mature about the whole thing. It’s more than amicable, and we want to be friends. But it’s almost harder to see him periodically in a group setting and not be able to have the same level of friendship as before.
I feel like a bitch, or like I’m being immature, but I think it might be easier to not see him at all. I don’t really know. I just know that being around him makes me really sad. I miss what used to be.